Dear Adeline, 

Unlike you, I have been a communist since 2007. My active phase of attending demonstrations was from 2008 to 2012. In 2013, at my last demo – which was actually already an exception – I was arrested. I was accused of having thrown stones at Nazis and of having chased one of them after the demo.

From 2012 to 2017, I was basically just a left-wing theorist, but I knew a lot of people within the interventionist left. I knew people who worked on the NSU trial in Germany. However, I know the intelligence details a bit better – especially what really happened with Andreas Temme. My speculation: he was lured into a trap by an informant (V-Mann). They called him to a location, then shot the Turkish man, and Andreas Temme looked pretty stupid standing there. The Office for the Protection of the Constitution (Verfassungsschutz) didn’t have its informants under control. Amateurs to a certain degree – but then again, ruthless amateurs.

Anyway: I was a communist since 2007, only a theorist from 2012 to 2017, had contact with active, organized leftists. I read a lot of Marx, studied Adorno – including the „Elements of Antisemitism“.

In 2011, I gave an impromptu presentation at my school. A high school teacher, whom I didn’t have for history, called me out of class because he couldn’t imagine that a „pothead“ like me could give such a presentation. I gave it for ten minutes without preparation – facts.

In December 2017, something happened: A borderline woman from the Jewish community made my case blow up. Possibly stalking by my ex-girlfriend Sophie also played a role. And possibly Olga stalked me – or she just had poor mentalization skills. I have two theories about Olga. In any case, I can’t help that both the Verfassungsschutz and other actors – including the police – have treated me ruthlessly. A borderline woman (the most severe known personality disorder, close to psychosis) ruined my life. I was driven into structural dissociation. Because I first had a prior relationship with a very dissocial borderline woman, and then a narcissistic borderline woman from the Jewish community destroyed my life – plus being subjected to intelligence monitoring – I slipped a bit into conspiracy-theoretical thinking over the years. Possibly I made some statements that weren’t entirely okay. But I actually studied antisemitism from 2008 to 2017 – nine years long. Those are facts, everyone knows me that way.

If you meet people who were active in the Nuremberg Antifa scene in those years and you ask them about „the Julius“, they will say: That’s someone who came to demos with an Israeli flag to provoke anti-imperialists. I can’t help that these people treated me so ruthlessly. You could say: You’re to blame yourself – that I wasn’t organized in the anti-imperialist left, because those people were absolutely ruthless towards me.

Borderline is the most severe personality disorder, and some people from the community took the side of that woman, who clearly had massive psychological problems.

Adeline, you like to refer to literature. How about you read Doctor Faustus by Thomas Mann? There’s the figure Chaim Breisacher– an allusion to Oskar Goldberg, whom Thomas Mann called a „Jewish fascist“. By the way, Thomas Mann was the one who started psychological operations (PsyOps) against the Nazis for the Americans. So not someone you can simply accuse of fascism – even if he had problematic attitudes during the First World War.

And one more thing: Zola? Wasn’t he also antisemitic? Yes, Émile Zola used antisemitic stereotypes in his early works; in his novel L’Argent (1891), he drew on the cliché of an international Jewish financial conspiracy. However, his stance changed radically: With his famous „J’accuse“ of 1898, he courageously opposed the rampant antisemitism of the Dreyfus Affair, was vilified for it, and went into exile. Afterwards, he fought decisively against the antisemitic movement, even though his early texts represent a burdensome legacy.

In any case: I wished my life had turned out differently. In light of this life story, in light of the fact that I was stalked everywhere – and now I’m supposed to be locked up because of emails to a Jewish cultural institute in which I explicitly described the dynamic of borderline and Olga? Several psychiatric assessments are ongoing concerning me, but also and before that Psyops. You can read the blog article „IPU Berlin“ on laemmergeier.info – then it will be clear to you. It’s completely ridiculous. These people (including the Verfassungsschutz officer) are ruthless towards me. You can also read the questionnaire I posted there. But I keep saying it gladly to them: Don’t make your problems – the most severe known personality disorder, Olga M. – into my problems.

I just wanted to make that clear to you.

Best regards,

Julius